Words from the Heart

This space is for the voices of those who have walked beside me — in private ceremony, a coaching session, or a breathwork and sound journey. Each reflection shared here is an offering, a ripple from the deep work we’ve done together. If you’ve sat in a circle, joined a retreat, or received guidance through one-on-one work, your words are welcome. They remind others that transformation is possible, and they help this living community grow in truth, beauty, and integrity.

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9 entries.
Kgopotso Kgopotso from Cape Town wrote on June 30, 2026 at 6:15 am
My Changa experience with Hymn Jay was one of the most intense, profound, joyful, and beautiful experiences of my life. From the very beginning, Hymn Jay created a space that felt so safe, grounded, and free of judgment. His calm presence and genuine reassurance that he was there if I needed him allowed me to surrender to the experience with trust, even when it became incredibly intense. The journey itself was deeply transformative, and knowing I was being held in such a supportive environment made all the difference. It wasn’t just about the medicine but it was about the care, intention, and respect with which Hymn Jay facilitated the entire process. I left the experience with a deep sense of gratitude, reflection, and appreciation for what I had experienced. Thank you, Hymn Jay, for holding space with such authenticity and care.
My Changa experience with Hymn Jay was one of the most intense, profound, joyful, and beautiful experiences of my life. From the very beginning, Hymn Jay created a space that felt so safe, grounded, and free of judgment. His calm presence and genuine reassurance that he was there if I needed him allowed me to surrender to the experience with trust, even when it became incredibly intense. The journey itself was deeply transformative, and knowing I was being held in such a supportive environment made all the difference. It wasn’t just about the medicine but it was about the care, intention, and respect with which Hymn Jay facilitated the entire process. I left the experience with a deep sense of gratitude, reflection, and appreciation for what I had experienced. Thank you, Hymn Jay, for holding space with such authenticity and care.... Collapse
Johannes Johannes from Cape Town wrote on May 4, 2026 at 9:18 am
The journey with psychedelics, although at times scary, has led me to living a better life. I feel safe with Hymn Jay and his team, and I am resolved to dig deeper and to rediscover my purpose to serve my friends, family and peers on a journey of love, care, understanding and acceptance. It’s impossible to put into words what journeying feels like, but I do believe it’s something all people (who feel called) can learn and grow from.
The journey with psychedelics, although at times scary, has led me to living a better life. I feel safe with Hymn Jay and his team, and I am resolved to dig deeper and to rediscover my purpose to serve my friends, family and peers on a journey of love, care, understanding and acceptance. It’s impossible to put into words what journeying feels like, but I do believe it’s something all people (who feel called) can learn and grow from.... Collapse
Reiner Reiner from Frankfurt wrote on April 27, 2026 at 6:50 am
My first psychedelic journey - but certainly not my last. I’d long harbored this desire, and there had been opportunities before, but I’d never gone through with it. A friend recommended Hymnj to me, and from the very beginning I felt a strong connection and deep trust. My instincts were 100% confirmed. It was a unique experience that I will never forget. From the very first to the very last second, I knew I was in safe hands. I can’t imagine a better guide than Hymnj, and I’m deeply grateful to have found my shaman. If you’re reading this and something is holding you back, maybe - or hopefully - I’ve been able to ease that fear for you. Everyone should have an experience like this at least once.
My first psychedelic journey - but certainly not my last. I’d long harbored this desire, and there had been opportunities before, but I’d never gone through with it. A friend recommended Hymnj to me, and from the very beginning I felt a strong connection and deep trust. My instincts were 100% confirmed. It was a unique experience that I will never forget. From the very first to the very last second, I knew I was in safe hands. I can’t imagine a better guide than Hymnj, and I’m deeply grateful to have found my shaman. If you’re reading this and something is holding you back, maybe - or hopefully - I’ve been able to ease that fear for you. Everyone should have an experience like this at least once.... Collapse
Salma Kathrada Salma Kathrada from Cape Town wrote on April 22, 2026 at 6:34 pm
I have been a witness and friend to Hymnj for about 15 years. When I first met him, he was an extraordinary director and producer, unafraid to bring social taboos to the stage. I then saw Hymnj shift from the limelight to quieter, deeper spaces of change: The Journey of Stones, supporting individuals in forgiving and freeing others and themselves; Sound Journeys, elevating participants' voices and vibrations; and Plant Medicine Journeys alongside integration coaching. Personally, much of my transformation is credited to Hymnj including meeting both my shadow and light selves in an early medicine journey, and the release of deep grief and deep joy from his sound journeys. Those who are further on their self-awareness journeys will know that we can only take others as far as we ourselves have walked. Hymnj's journey as a man, husband, father and sacred space holder testify to his huge capacity to transmute the pain and loss in his life into gifts of wisdom and greater faith. And this capacity is what Hymnj has come to share with all of us.
I have been a witness and friend to Hymnj for about 15 years. When I first met him, he was an extraordinary director and producer, unafraid to bring social taboos to the stage. I then saw Hymnj shift from the limelight to quieter, deeper spaces of change: The Journey of Stones, supporting individuals in forgiving and freeing others and themselves; Sound Journeys, elevating participants' voices and vibrations; and Plant Medicine Journeys alongside integration coaching. Personally, much of my transformation is credited to Hymnj including meeting both my shadow and light selves in an early medicine journey, and the release of deep grief and deep joy from his sound journeys. Those who are further on their self-awareness journeys will know that we can only take others as far as we ourselves have walked. Hymnj's journey as a man, husband, father and sacred space holder testify to his huge capacity to transmute the pain and loss in his life into gifts of wisdom and greater faith. And this capacity is what Hymnj has come to share with all of us.... Collapse
Vanessa Winkler Vanessa Winkler from Cape Town wrote on April 22, 2026 at 1:35 pm
Almost 5 years ago, I met Hymnj for the first time and he helped me in my spiritual journey and on my way home. I am a hypnotherapist and whenever I need to find all the answers, I return. Many medicine journeys with him later, I can say I feel always safe and protected and only can highly recommend the whole experience!
Almost 5 years ago, I met Hymnj for the first time and he helped me in my spiritual journey and on my way home. I am a hypnotherapist and whenever I need to find all the answers, I return. Many medicine journeys with him later, I can say I feel always safe and protected and only can highly recommend the whole experience!... Collapse
Simone Beckerling Simone Beckerling from Cape Town wrote on April 17, 2026 at 5:45 am
Finding HymnJ has changed me . It’s in his integrity. A man who really walks his talk . Deeply centred . Enormously holding . Absolutely present . In his embrace my grief overflowed . Years of abuse ,sorrow , all the deep wounds literally spiralled out of my body . With his guidance , dedication and steadfast support I healed . I’ve witnessed the same over and over again with many others who like me miraculously arrived at Wake Circle’s door . I have no bone or single cell in my body that doesn’t feel utterly convinced he could heal the powerful politicians of this world and make it a much better place . A world of compassion and grace . Sincerely Simone
Finding HymnJ has changed me . It’s in his integrity. A man who really walks his talk . Deeply centred . Enormously holding . Absolutely present . In his embrace my grief overflowed . Years of abuse ,sorrow , all the deep wounds literally spiralled out of my body . With his guidance , dedication and steadfast support I healed . I’ve witnessed the same over and over again with many others who like me miraculously arrived at Wake Circle’s door . I have no bone or single cell in my body that doesn’t feel utterly convinced he could heal the powerful politicians of this world and make it a much better place . A world of compassion and grace . Sincerely Simone... Collapse
RL RL wrote on January 10, 2026 at 10:57 am
In early December 2025, I traveled over 12,000 km and more than a day for a one-on-one session with Hymnj, and I couldn't be happier about making that life-altering decision. I had spent considerable time researching plant medicine and recognised how important it was to have the right guide for the experience. Discovering Hymnj's website, reading his writings, and listening to his music suggested I had found that person. This was confirmed through our initial correspondence and even more so on the day of the ceremony itself. His warm embrace when we first met face to face, the location he selected, the comforting container he established, and his calm demeanor as he outlined the proceedings—all contributed to the foundation for the awe-inspiring, multi-layered sacramental experience that followed. It's difficult to put into words what it was like, and what it continues to be like, maybe I'll share that in a follow-up testimonial when I've had a chance to fully surrender to what took place. What matters for this entry is that I had Hymnj as my guide and companion every step of the way. Whether it was during moments of seemingly lucid conversation or hearing his soothing music as an anchor during profound unfathomable inner exploration, I knew Hymnj was always there and that I was safe. Even after the formalities of ceremony concluded, Hymnj was like a doula, supporting my transition back to daily life while I savoured what I had just experienced. If I had to do it again (and I do hope to), I would undoubtedly choose him to guide my experience. We may have only spent a couple of hours together, but I doubt I will ever forget Hymnj and the gift he gave me. My wish is that more people get to have such a... Read more
In early December 2025, I traveled over 12,000 km and more than a day for a one-on-one session with Hymnj, and I couldn't be happier about making that life-altering decision. I had spent considerable time researching plant medicine and recognised how important it was to have the right guide for the experience. Discovering Hymnj's website, reading his writings, and listening to his music suggested I had found that person. This was confirmed through our initial correspondence and even more so on the day of the ceremony itself. His warm embrace when we first met face to face, the location he selected, the comforting container he established, and his calm demeanor as he outlined the proceedings—all contributed to the foundation for the awe-inspiring, multi-layered sacramental experience that followed. It's difficult to put into words what it was like, and what it continues to be like, maybe I'll share that in a follow-up testimonial when I've had a chance to fully surrender to what took place. What matters for this entry is that I had Hymnj as my guide and companion every step of the way. Whether it was during moments of seemingly lucid conversation or hearing his soothing music as an anchor during profound unfathomable inner exploration, I knew Hymnj was always there and that I was safe. Even after the formalities of ceremony concluded, Hymnj was like a doula, supporting my transition back to daily life while I savoured what I had just experienced. If I had to do it again (and I do hope to), I would undoubtedly choose him to guide my experience. We may have only spent a couple of hours together, but I doubt I will ever forget Hymnj and the gift he gave me. My wish is that more people get to have such a significant experience and, when they do, that they entrust Hymnj to be there for them.... Collapse
Kyle Evans Kyle Evans from Cape Town wrote on November 27, 2025 at 8:03 pm
How do I even put into words my last two years with Hymnj? I was called to plant medicine at a time when I thought nothing could break me. Hard-headed. Stubborn. Bite down. Push through. Break the wall. That was who I was. No one could tell me anything. Until life showed me I was wrong. I heard that Navy SEALs were using psychedelics to break through their ego and see their lives through a different lens. Something about that hit me deep. For the first time, I realised maybe there was more to me than the version of myself that just survives everything. So I searched. And I found Hymnj on Google. A random click that changed my life. I started with chunga. Short. Intense. Scary. But powerful. A perfect introduction. Then came ayahuasca. I was terrified, but she was gentle. She took me in, brought me back out, showed me what I was scared of, piece by piece. But the mushrooms… That was where everything shifted. I experienced a full ego dissolve. A death of who I thought I was, and a birth of who I actually am. Over two years, I took a lot of medicine. A lot of journeys. A lot of deep work. And through every journey, the biggest lessons didn’t only come from the medicine. They came from Hymnj. Because I spoke to him the whole time. Every wave. Every insight. Every layer that peeled back. I loved those conversations. Loved being in that space with him. Talking about life, about who I was becoming, about why everything was unfolding the way it was. Our last journey was the most powerful. I was about to move my family to Indonesia. My entire life was shifting under my feet. Everything I thought was secure was... Read more
How do I even put into words my last two years with Hymnj? I was called to plant medicine at a time when I thought nothing could break me. Hard-headed. Stubborn. Bite down. Push through. Break the wall. That was who I was. No one could tell me anything. Until life showed me I was wrong. I heard that Navy SEALs were using psychedelics to break through their ego and see their lives through a different lens. Something about that hit me deep. For the first time, I realised maybe there was more to me than the version of myself that just survives everything. So I searched. And I found Hymnj on Google. A random click that changed my life. I started with chunga. Short. Intense. Scary. But powerful. A perfect introduction. Then came ayahuasca. I was terrified, but she was gentle. She took me in, brought me back out, showed me what I was scared of, piece by piece. But the mushrooms… That was where everything shifted. I experienced a full ego dissolve. A death of who I thought I was, and a birth of who I actually am. Over two years, I took a lot of medicine. A lot of journeys. A lot of deep work. And through every journey, the biggest lessons didn’t only come from the medicine. They came from Hymnj. Because I spoke to him the whole time. Every wave. Every insight. Every layer that peeled back. I loved those conversations. Loved being in that space with him. Talking about life, about who I was becoming, about why everything was unfolding the way it was. Our last journey was the most powerful. I was about to move my family to Indonesia. My entire life was shifting under my feet. Everything I thought was secure was breaking apart. Everything I thought would stay… fell away. I walked into that ceremony needing clarity. Needing answers. Needing to understand why my whole life was dismantling itself. What I didn’t realise was that it wasn’t destruction. It was removal. A clearing. A burning of the dead wood so the real parts of me could finally breathe. Plant medicine didn’t turn me into someone else. It turned me into the clearest, strongest version of myself. It softened what needed softening. It strengthened what needed strengthening. It brought me clarity I had never felt. And the stress that lived in my body for years… finally released. And the biggest revelation… There is a part of me that doesn’t die. We call it the honey badger. That thing inside me that refuses to quit, refuses to fold, refuses to break. I realised I wasn’t meant to become soft. I wasn’t meant to become someone new. I was meant to become exactly who I am. I was built to fight. Built to endure. Built to outlast. Built to build. Built to lead. Built to chase down everything I want in this lifetime. And that’s exactly what I’m doing now. Everything I’m creating, everything that’s opening up, everything that’s coming into my life… It all started in those ceremonies with Hymnj. Every door that closed made space for something greater. Every loss was actually a clearing. Everything that hurt was actually removing what wasn’t meant for me. Now I sit here fulfilled, calm, grounded, and ready for the biggest mission of my life. And honestly… I owe so much of that to the work I did with Hymnj. I’m going to miss those sessions. And when I’m back in South Africa, the first call I make will be to him. From being someone terrified of psychedelics… to someone whose entire life transformed because of them… this journey opened me up just enough to change my life, and kept me rooted enough to stay who I am at my core. And that is the power of the work. Love Kyle Evans... Collapse
Hymnj Hymnj from Cape Town wrote on October 29, 2025 at 7:51 pm
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